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Episode 23 · 1 year ago

Stevie B Step 3 - Blind Faith @ Spread The Word Group 2020

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I said to Tomlme d: You want to tellwho' speaking ganting t soose me gause, that was e Emi wantto apologize for being latethat I definitely was not trying to disrespect the group. There was someserious things going on on the way over here and and we pray that that horrific caraccident that we just passed the people are okay. It was quite shocking and we all have a lot to dogre fortarymen. We have a lot wow and then I'm going to troducemyself in a se kind of promes, and then we just heard immout another member ofour community die am Terry and just a senseful step everybody. My name is Stmb, I'm agrateful recovering alcoholic and EMEMBER. They Gol te text group andDandy Beach, floriit's good, to see everybody tonight good to see you guysfrom the easn Naples men's group. What a great group you guys have fantasticand AE is indy here tonight. E's goteighteen years is a big deal in Alicia and Tana, and Christine and J andDanielle Bilmen Tanya Again, eight years total with her two fouryears twice got butter. hereone must thank so what a what a month. This is anwhat, a time that were at right now tonight we're going to talking aboutfaith and step through last first week we spoke about step,one honesty, we're talking about you doing that nowcara honesty and then lat. Last week we were talkingabout step. Jule we were talking about was the PRINC O at to. We were talkingAbou Hope, we're hoping Youd come back well now, talking of fate, we havefaith that when you get paid on the third next month that you say I got his car tdent out how to get money wher thereis noway to get aget. Aabsolutelyhe already know Johee.No, this a not new part of the story, but his last place of his residence,the the director of the company, a muldiedmillion dollar company, I'm not talking my little Halfwel, I'm talking aboutthe director of a multi mllnow. He texts me says: Hey, you know this GuyCarlin, I text hed there. Absolutely! He said you want to come visit him. I said I'll visit. I Hon the fourth of Janur. I chexk them on the third, I said Carlstill, there he's gone. I tax em back. You can see why didncome Visiteso. What is it where we at now we're at the TN th tenty thr about the bwitchinghour right now? This is what I want to tell you. Rekus ran out an I just skinit in neither place it's cold out. It'sraining this. Why want to share te? You never have to pick up again. No MatterWhal, even if you want to in the desire to drink, is not enoughto put you up. It's not because you have the desire to drink inrelationship with God. The relationship with God cancels out the desire todrink now is het going to be easy. Now it was easy anybody could just say asimple praye and they would be sober, not be it. We don't need one meeting,one step: We'd, Don l, one step...

Numbe, first step, we'd, say a prayerand then we'd have sobrity like these jell mean long turms right. That's itone that wone me you're good, but that's not what we have. We haveongoing right now, alcoholism that wants to take us out and will use anymeans necessary. Speaking of that, I want to thank thevetterans here. I see three or four Beterans and let's thank them for theservice. Noyou guys are- and I just appreciateit, but one of the things out there there's a there's, a decorated rangerin here and and one of the slogans that they have is by any means necessary. The disease of alcoholism wants to takeyou out by any means necessary, is not playing by any any rules of engagement, not playing by any rules of engageent,wants to seek and destroy, kill and conquer. Destroy Your family, destroy your hopes of a fan. You know Imean taling Tam made this own thing: how glorify a D, How we brought im toTammy and God. Let me tell how we met comme a year ago during this time. While I was doing thesteps here, maybe even in this meeting Tommy would be outside. I have to takea deam Gard Paule and how I met Tommy is every week he'dbe outside waiting. No matter Howwif I was late or there was rain. Tommy wouldbe outside as a newcomer standing outside that door. Waiting to praise me, I didn't know, Ni came in that door. How I met this Yoman here is that hesaw that we ware praying the third step prayer before meetings and he wouldwait. I didn't know I he introduced himself to me said I would like to praywith you. It wasn't like it was a gigantic believer. This is the part Iwant you to get about. Faith. Fat is not something that you need tohave right now. VAK is an action. Wasn't like Tommy was a huge believer.I'm not saying he was an unbeliever. Is Family? Go thes, O Church peoplefaniling people, but hi wasn't like it wasn't like crazy faith guy. So what Tommy do we started walking infate acting in faith and do something very uncomfortablewait for a guy that he doesn't know and say to that guy? I want to pray withyou and it happened every week and little but slowly little bisoling, Tommy's now fake guy. It didn't happen because he meant me or Tanmy. It happened because of all of the aboveand all the fiftythousand things that we can't mention right now how Godworks these things out, but what it is started was an Activ tint. I want tosay that Sa Actifa Act, Ov fate, means action, and thethird step means action. You're, going to hear some ridiculousthird step analogies if you go to the rooms of alcoholics, anonsridiculousness you're, going to hear that the thirdstep is only an idea, and it's not really you don't reallyhave to do anything and there's three frogs. They sit on log and, and then one of them makes a decision ojump. How many frogs are still in the law. Yous see you'R already adopterated forthis ridiculousness.

That is nothing to do with the thirdstep. The third step is very clear in the big book about Asanans and it Talpsabout action de dol. Anything about still sitting on that Lonk thatssomethin wee came up with. We want to Ma a little bit salte for people likeyou not have to do anything in Thurstay. You just have to sit in the love andjust make the Sias. You can still say its okay just come back the lepstbefine, but this sed. When we sincerely tooksuch a position, all sorts of remarkable things follow. What's that position sitting now the position have all sorts ofremarkable things following your life is that we need to stay close to Godand to perform his work. Well, people ar always satting all the time.I don't know how you do this for five six days a week, speaking from thePotin, when you have a lot of personal things going on Wich Yo do ac some personal thingsgoing on today, as some personal things going on, I had like a whole list of aJoe List going on this this this Tis, this one sick, thisones afflicted things an my addict I mean just just over and over and overagain I don't know what told you that and people say every night goin te seemI the meaning it doesn't seem like it affects you. Well, it's in the back ofmy mind, but I know that all sorts of remarkable things are going to follow,if I say close to God and perform his work well, wow andhe result, I'm notdoing all this to stay sober. I know. That's that the common misconception ono the common thought I want to say to misceseption, because maybe that's whyyou're here, maybe your whole goal every single day that you're analcoholics anonymous. Your goal is sober. You're, very you're, very happy firmlyplanted in the first half of the first step, and you don't need to do anythingmore. You didn't happy you just so and that's your goal.That's not my goal. I was already so from the age from onehundred and twelve I was Sograd. I was visible. I twelve good years. I was restless Herin on discontent.Malla justid feeling, like other people, had a better shop than me. They had twoeyes: They weread both Barents. They had chade religion, they weren'tadopted. I had a lot twelve years of sober before ipertook a first drink. I hadalcohols n. When I took that first drink alcohol cured my ancle, I waslookit drink. That's a nice feeling. What is that?That's called Beese? Well, that's pace. I'm going to haveanother one of those not right away because I'm twelve or thirteen orfourteen you know I' told Hi. My first drinking choice was Mana Shavin'sJewish table wine. That's my! I drink a choice even to this day, when I get toheaven I know for sure he's going to be Jewsup there with me and Wye Dinkin.Many sees if the Lord says it's. Okay. Of courseI'm gonna Avemission fers, but I think man Sha is Gointo, be ut. There WhetNave be allowed to get drunk, I think well be W di'. Just yt brothers will have some ca one classof yantn heaven I don't think that's going to be healty herplease, don'ttake tat as any facts that was a little side. Barm, don't bring that back towhereer. You wait, please oiwant Backu backup on page two,please. If you don't mind, this is thet how in the Wie ut please get that wholething that there's three frogs on a log and then only one of them jumps and I 'v. none of them jump then may desension. please. I want you to raise that youknow they could get that won from men in black and just sac yourself, justrace that I wanto try to put in some new information owt. Let me give yousome new information that comes from.

He big talk about pops. An is pagesixty two, which is the pree Curson to the third step you Ey for this jobe. Whenever I sentence starts out likethis, you know it's going to be powerful. This is the how and why Ovit. First of all, we hade to quick play God it didn't work mext we decided and hereafter in this dramaof life, Raisi Haneyo think likes te drama. I think lifes a drum. I'm notsaying that I participant, but I think its very devite Drumk is a lot of drumand I don't even watch the news. I don't. I don't even watch the news if Icatch five minutes or Fox of CNN there's so much drama in there. It'stoo much of me, life is a drum. It was a drama whenthey wrote this betw e Housand, nine hundred and thirty five one thousandnine hundred and thirty nine. They were just coming off the Great Depression.They were coming out of the great wars about to go into another great war.There was a lot of drama going on. There was an xcss finances, thestockmark and crash they didn't have geinnings of alcoholics anonymous allover the place. They had racism and Homophobi that everything going on thatyou possibly could think of. They had Naziism and communism things we don't even think about. Today. They have a lot of stuff going on andthis what they wrote. Next we decided that hereafter in thisdrama of life, there od in one thousand nine hundred andthirty nine tteen,ninet, er, nnine, R and nine thirty five God was going to be our director. Wait, that's the third step right there andI'm having a tough day. God is going to be my director. This seemd, like atough week, God i's going to be my director. I got some stuff going on.God is going to be my director. The country has got some stuff going onGod's going to be our director see how that work. You see why youdon't have to pick up a drink or jug, even when you, if you want to, if youkeep picking up what I want to tell you, is you have not completed your step toor you step on. Don't even think about this step. If your main goal everysingle month or every single four months is to kick up you're, notunderstanding about journey your life and your will over to the Caragon asaid, you woul say want you make itsound. So simple, it is. Is it easy? No simple, yes, easy! Now we had ta quick playing God. God was going to be our director. He isthe principal. We are his agents, an hes he's the boss. We work for him.Principal agengs was a very common thing to say: boss. We work for himWHO's, your boss, God whot. Do you work for God who sie your paycheck God he is the father. We are as children. Most good ideas are simple. An this concept is the keystone. Thekey to the program of the new and triumphant arts, to which we passed tofree of raise your hand you like to be sleeveBonda slavly, you like to be slave. You do you sign up for that. I N. I don't want to be eslaineanything. I don't want to be Aslev to anything. I do't want to be a slave. Ifot tobacco, I don't want to be a slave to alcohol. I don't want to be aslateto drugs. I don't want to be a slave degaylan. I don't want to be Aslat toanything. I want to be free. I want to ask you this question and I want you toask it to Youso, and then I want to repeat it after me. How free do youwant to be...

...h, you're out to answer this now, I'mjust going to just have some: How free do you want to be? You want to be halffree. I want to be able to go to any meetingat anytime and go to any place and be able to feel free and be free in orderto do that. We're going to have to work the steps, because any length of timethat you have in sobriety, if you haven't changed, you will, and I willreturn back to the slop of the first half of the first. Then, if I don'tchange I'm going back to the son, I don't care how many years sover. Yet Ihad seven year sober and I went back to the song and I don't mean seven yearslike these were formidable years from twenty four to thirty one. I came out of college as a kid gotmarried in my sobriety. Open businesses in my sobriety got cars in my sobriety,Bor Te House. In my sobriety I was some formidable years that I thought. Maybe the drugs werejust a situation for college and having a glass of wine would not be asituation as an adult, an own Ta home, and if you don't have alcoholism. Well, it's very possible. You coulddrink in to seven years. If you don't have outcols and if you're just a heavydrinker- and you take off seven years fromdrinking it's very possible, you could outrun thes Ting if you're, if justheavy drinken like or just say you just did some drugs for a period of time andyou're, not really a drug ad t. what's the different ivitated difference, Itold you the difference when I first started the ton at twelve years old, Ineeded a drink there 's something inside me. Thatalways was saying you know you're a little ofty I go to school and I was there the daybefore everyone else was the of the day before I'd show of the same next day.Let's have work. She show up the next day you Kdon't, be then Theday Befori,Yo op the next day, and then the teacher was speaking, and I heard Wamaan on Wa and everybody was riting stuff down and to me it seemed like I missedthet entire previous day of instructions. Then that happened forthe entire grade. Tomy Dai miss an entire grade, and I wasn't even using everything for me was always difficult.It was always a challenge. I'm not saying that that you have that exactthing. Maybe your challenge was socially an you can't speak in front ofpeople, an you can't get on the states to do an play. Maybe you can't dosports? Maybe you can't do you Maye? You feel awkward in social situation.Everybody's got something that's why we have in the fourthcategory of of the fift step, forstep that we're going to talk Bo next week.One of the categories made carigoty, one of the main carrboars is feel andmost of us havpet anyway, when we sincerely take such aposition, all sorts of remarkable things follow my friend Dion and he wasgot fifty two years of soriety and Andrew was out one of my talks and Andesaid that my talk was at ofa out of a ten he greates me. One of the guys heregrave me, like is show o like a Gom show, and after one of the talks he told meyou know Steve. I really been love you. You know that that's always a bet wayto start a conversation. Sai Really Really Love You, but youtalke tonight was a four out of ten okay. So I guess he you know I'm notgoing to be hired next week or something like that and then my friendDeon called me and we's Got Fif two years and he said You KDONT see. I never really heard the way you sit remarkable. I neverreally had anybody key on the word remarkable as many times as you said,remarkable. That's exactly what I needed last night, an rejes Ben of Yesepsers. I needed to hear about the word remarkable in every top that you're going tolisten to an alcoholics Anonymousi for the rest of your life one day an timethere's going to be something. That's...

...just for you from a speaker, God designs, talps individually, right here that night, this mame or fifty two years of soprite.He needed to hear the word remarkable. That's how God works. Everybody andevery time needs to be on point for what the next remarkable moment is I'beet. You Tampin Joe, had some remarkable moments this week, going,though a very, very serious, terrible surgery where she only went in for alittle bit of the surgery, and I turned out she needed extensive, knee, notreplacement, but almost replacin it. She was in horrific, pin she hadn't goback to the doctors because she thought maybe she had a blood clod. She was inso much Spain. It was a very, very, very hard recovery.She still in the very beginning stages oan. I bet you. She has some remarkable stories as aresult of the thing she experiences with every day of our sobriety is remarkable.Now, whether we're there to pay attention and write down the remarkablein our mind, that's on you. That's all me. That's on us. Every situation thatwe go through from now on has the earmark ar remarkable, and you knowwhat that is brother is is you know, that's called when you, when you anticipate somethingthat you can't see, and you know that tomorrow is going to bring somethingremarkable. You know this call, that's GT. Faith is not the evidence of they seen,but that they hope of things that are not seeing the hope of things thatdidn't happen. Yeh. I really. I have fate that, if Carl ansurrenders this time that he'll make it through the fourth of the month, Ireally have faith hat. He surrengers that I happen. I faith that that canhappen ihave, so much faith. That hasn'thappened, I'm actually going to spend time with in this Mon. When I get on ahaircut which he obviously needs and and I'm gon to spend some time, I havefaith that he's going to get through the form, but it's going to take a lot of action when we get to the twelve step. As youknow, in the book of James, it says that faith without works is dead. Sowhat we do an alcoholics anonymous meetings is we take our faith and weput into action. We work every single meeting, chairperson, person at the door person picking the doing the money person saying hellopeople behind the counter. These are all faith in acts ion parts of it whichhappens to do with the twall step ut. What does it have to do with Thursdayme take what have to do with the Thursday you're off the hook. You're tooling, Alto ad, like that,it's not you anymore. Every single day you wake up, you do athird step payer doesn't have to be Bethird Setpraer. This is an example ofthe third step per the third setpa that we have in thisbook is an example of an amazing third sepper. You know what other amazingthird stet payers are. Chris, it's not so amazing because it's fem not coingSonos, but what is the? What is the third step of NOCOLIC SNAS? Take my will my lifesow me Ho God be my covereokay theres Bot, it's athird ste. what his I can't you can I'm choosing to. Let you that'sa third step. My life is unmanageable. Your God help me with it. That's thethird step. What is she another third step? God I offer myself to thee tobuild with me and to do with me, as Thou wilt relieave me of the bondageofself that I may better do thy will take away my difficulties that Victor O,we did victory over these difficulties, even though that words Ou therv avictory over these make their witness to those. I would help of that powerand I love and THY way of life May I do.

I will always- and I and in Amen,doesn't have it. It doesn't have Anam an people. Whats that mean sometngdeals, a name it. I means I agree with COT. That's what Ait Mantin before youget freaked out. It's not church, no amen. I agree with Gomww dyou hearthatamn Ir God nd. You know W at when I say man after the third step. That's inthe big book after the Third Sep Prur, you know what it means. I'm agreeingwith that prayer with God. Ani'm agreed. That's right! I am agreeing with thisprayer that I'm agreein with God that please take away my difficultie so thatit could show other people how magnificent you are. That's the thirdstep you won't Dou chialds and she relationsbringitg up to God Youre having situations in your life.It's in God's plan. I don't know why it's seen gossip plaing, but is sinGod's plain when we lost the baby, our only child, our only brorth Chilbefore we got to Adoptou beautiful son, Joshua wit, the light of my life who sogodbless you so precous Canin on the phone Josh was precious n. The pores israre, he's not a big phone guy, pone kid, but Itas, so cute Tomay when we lost the child and we were into complete and otherdevastation in my house, and one of the people in the programtold me to pray for the acceptance of God's will. Ineed to pray for the acceptance of Dodhol very wise, very wise. It's not that God made us, lose our child, but God's will that we have freewilldown here, and I just have to pray for the acceptance of them where itsays on page four N, nineteen or pout four seventeen or cage our and fortynine of the big book where it says that acceptance is the answer to awn myproblems today. It is definitely the answer to a lot of my problems today.If God lose a child, if you lose a parent, if you ose a kid got forbid,you have to pray for the acceptance because, if not it'll destroy you, there's a gentleman here in the TWELVstephouse used to be in the back room on Friday nights and I used to own a photo studio and hecame in with his beautiful wife and his beautiful daughter to the forloaderlswap shop, and I took the family photos of that beautiful fan. His daughter was abductine. She was killed. She was chopped up in piece, it's something you cannot even possiblycomprehend. I know I can't how this man got through. I sober is every day he prayed for theacceptance to accept this and for forgiveness for the murder. When we talkd about the third step. We are not talking about something thatcomes easy. It sometimes comein a great price. What was the cost for that gentleman?Everything? What was the payout for that gentleman? He stayed sober. An hisstory has helped, maybe thousands or tens of thousands of people that knowhim the price for some of the other peoplein his family. They could not accept it and they could not turn it over andbecause they could not turn it over. They could not remain sover. You understand the magnitude or theimportance of this step now when they say it's the new and triumphant arch towhich we passed a Freedom Thereis,...

...nothing, you cannot get around it now.There are people, and I want you- I want to know ther people that stayssover a long time. withoute Thursday, you can say Sothin the rest of yourlife out theres and, as a matter of fact, you could stay sober the rest ofyour life with one step that doesn't Mak, Ou, Manbe, happy joysin free. You can be son, Dru, I'm not going. No Se vigrable. You have to determine it. That's thelife you want. I could never do it. I trid I got. I tried. I really triedreall hard. I had three good years of sobriety and God and doing the rightthing and ihave four years of sober Sirke, almost killed me Soma got me so dry that the first timeI took my first drim and nobody was saeing it, but they were like. You needdrink poan. We like thinking, you probably could have a dream. EYIDNT Sayit, but that's how onhealthy I was that'sonly working the first set, so you could stay sober but you'regoing to become, as my opinion, I'm not saying that. That's that's totallydoest, that's not in the big book. So this es more and more. We ere we becomeinterested in seeing what we could contribute to like, as we felt newpowerflow in raising anus a new powerfulinyou life regardles of Bou.How many years you have it doesn't matter. Don't you want do power? Don'tyou want to wake up tomorrow morning and Find Ian? I'm not saying fiveminute, but I'm just saying whatever time you wake up, don't you want towake up in the morning open up the big book go to page eighty five, eighty six,eight seven and eighty eight and it says on awakening, read on awakeningand then all of a sudden feel the spirit of the universe come into you and just know that, no matter whathappens during the day, you're walking with God pan in hand with the SpiriThrde MELISA OIN head in hand with the spirit of theuniverse. I don't know about you, but any liferun on self will or run on. SELT is is doomed for at least misery doesn't mean you're Gangto, I'm not u.This is all mout about drinking. This is about linen and then, of course, it says in themillions of the shoudent in the many times, ipologise ind the many times inthe Bin Book. It talks about seeking spiritual guidance from other people.It talks about seeing where religious people are right. It talks about doingthis spiritual step with another person. It talks about having people. It sayswe found it very desirable to take this spiritual step with an understandingperson such as your wife, best friend or spiritual visor. Do you know why itsays this I'll tell you won, because in Dor Bob's house how the entire programstarted is people went there, drunks went there and ther were stanin roomsin the house and in the morning they would come down and they would do Biblereadings and spiritual readings and readings from all these different bookstogether in a group drunks. You know at happen to these drugs. Whatsome of them stay sober, some of them drink bilfw came home to his wife. After oneof these retreats e Wonter, his wifes aid a and Lisit. This is a waste of mytime. Nobody stays sover. She looked over at her previously drunk husband sYos you are. It may not work for everybody, but wasworking for mill, because bill was carrying the message to the next porswe'll get into twelve step. I want to come back a little bit on faith, how man people bristle with antagonismwhen okay, an your, how many people...

...bristle with Antagoni, which means youlike you, hate the word church, Rao Rigan, you hate anything aboutrelation Riliton, Rasyam, okay, re, realation! Okay, I see you at imly. Isaw you oerbut if I told you that if you went to church, if I told you you went to church, thepayoff would be a remarkable life. You may open your mind up to thingsthat you work previously open you well, if I tell you that if you go toalcoholis anonymous and develop a relationship with God that the big booksays that you are going to have an amazing life not based on the stuff youhave, but based on the things that you have inside, that's what remarkable means would you sign up for that Wel? Some of you say yes, but some ofyou don't do it because you just come to meetings and you hope to get it byas Moses, which is your hope, Tha Programis, going to come to the chair.You ealy ask that as most cheial founder, but that's not what his I saying. It's sayng that it's going to takefaith, an action, and so I'm excited about that becauseI'll tell you why I'll tell you why I' get excited about the fiit ten, because Jerry starts off very gay, he's faitfulvery fa. In the morning he starts off on fire Gat these tecksat Sixm. In the morning of fire text, you could tell he's on fire. That's not my natural go to my natural go. Qu Is my fires out whenI wake up in the morning, I'm not a morning person if I had to rely on emotion if IdonReli, solely on emotion, I'll, be dumpd at six on five. My Day would just be going down from ifI needed to do this on selfpropusion, because I have a feeling of beingexcited about getting into the day my day would just go down from six on fieor Severlin, depending on the Oubo, but either one of those things. I'm notdeterminedg my day does not determine my my ability to be able to have a goodenergy. You know what it determines my ability to have faith and faith the company by action. I believe at all times that what thissays is that God could and would, if you saw, I try to stay out of thisNeyhbohoad as much as possible, because this neighborhood is a bad neighborhood,and this neighboul give me bad information when I was six years clean and I had not tried any drugs. Obviously Iwas six years clean. I was very into body building. Please use yourimaginations twenty years ago, and body building was like my whole life, and I want to one of the guys in thegym. who was a great shame, and I said to him: What is a way that at nighttime I could still build muscle when I sleep, which body bills have these drugs? Isthat a joke? Is it trute and he told me about a drug that bodybuilders use that helps you Gento, a very, very,very, very, very teep. Sleep whiths then helps the bind to release its ownnatural world allon. By the time you wake up in the morning, you have moreMarcel structure, your test out terms a little bit better and that during thenight time, you'll get nine to ten hours, sleep or then again makes youjrun right it and he said ton't problem with this. Is...

...it's not like? It's made it from acompany, I a from a guy named Rulio. He works at home people. He makes it in big bats in his garage and one of these gallons, and he showedme one of the gowers they didn't have any labels on like an MPA warning, justa clear bottle, clear milk bottle. He said I can get this from Ulio thathisone problem: It's not an exact signs. What we recommend is you do one capful now. Remember, I'm not telling meanything. I wasn't trying to get hog. I was trying to build my Bot. This iswhere my meant. This is how this aamental case. I am he sais the onlyproblem. This is some people on the CAP fole its toomuch and they could go into cardiacorebs some people its just fin. They have agreat next LAN. Other people pass away six years clean, I'm not living in Godly principles, I'malready taking to Starsron. I start to weigh out the abtene really good mocul structure, possiblyDoni, Tak one jobwhen. I run my life no matter how many years sober. I am merunning by life. Bad decisions happened when I let God run my life gooddecisions happen. It doesn't always mean the outcome iswhat I want in my tent year. We lost our child.That was not the outcome. I wanted. I've been through bankruptcy twice, notnot bankrucy with the courts but bankrupcy when you go into the bank andthere's no money in there to me. That seems just as serious in sobriety Youerad. These are not outcomes that I wanted, but with God's health, God's strengthand faith in God, according to the big cop of alcoholics, anonymous accordedto the people that have been here before me. I see that if I keep onkeeping on that this to will pass, you hear this Shef Chris, it's going topass man whatever you need to do right now in your sobriety, you're not goingto pick up over it. It's not going to be an easy road right. Now it's goingto take a leap of faith, all faith leaps, our faith or leaves of faith.All faith leaves our leaps of FAP people say I need to have blind faithcatave this. If it wasn't blind it'd, be facts, you saying we have it or taken a leap of faithevery single time, an comingto. This meeting and remember last thing won toLeagu with before we go into next week. Wat well be in next with Godwillan, andwe have like a million medams, but hopefully we'll be able to do theMIDAYS and N in a in a Goo way that we can still get to the test still get to still getto the chip outof the forstep right. Well, ging to do the best we can well do the Vert Lis is still going tobe an amaz me. It's going to be amazing, okay, but this is what I want to leaveme last word our father. Our heavenly father willnever let us down. Please don't leav before the miraclehappens. The best is yet to come. God bless yougo.

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